Randoms

It's been very long I've last update anything on my blog.
Was very busy working and it's damn long hours of standing, makes me so tired and aching on my whole body.
I wondered can I last for 6 months before the contract finish.

Taken a lot pictures recently but I'm lazy to edit them and upload now.
Shall do it some other day then.
Job was ok for me just that have to stand for the damn 13 hours is very very tiring and sometimes you tend to get some hypocrites colleagues and staffs that makes you damn pissed off.
Have been working for 3 days and I've already got backstabbed by people and stuffs like that.

What baby says was indeed true, 拿人钱，替人消灾！
There's a lot of conflicts inside which I don't wish to know, just wish to be just as Blur-cok that they may treat me as.
It's not so easy. I still have to tolerate until next year May then can quit.
No matter what I'll try my best to overcome this and try to boost my confidence and determination with this.

Hoping everyday will be a good day.

PDL

Along this time, I don't want to waste my time so I decided to take my license since I'm eligible to take. Moreover, all of my siblings had their driving license except me, and my mum keep asking me when will I start to take my license.

So Here I am...
And Now I've passed my BTT from BukitBatokDrivingCentre and currently taking my private lesson for practical.
Everything's been fine and I guess I'm doing good.I'm driving around on road.
ie. Parking, driving in S curve, changing gear while driving...etc
Hope to master the driving more skillful and get my license soon. (:
Anyone who's taking driving license too, Good luck to you too!~

Me without fake lashes but mascara. (: My face is so chubby ):

My 21st birthday 2

Day 2

Sorry people, only update the part 2 now Cause I'm really lazy to up load the photo one by one.

My birthday cake that babyloves get for me (:

I was telling Shirley that I think the cake lack of something.... A RING! lol =.="

Im so fat! ):

The pipis

Me & Shirley

ESSS

Baby's friend. My body guards! LOL

LE Bar~!

Twist!

Mummy & me

This idea comes from my mum =.="

21 cups of Martell neat the last cup is martell plus beer. I controlled n controlled hold on around 1 min after drinking the last cup and in the end , I lost controlled. And thanks my friends for helping me drinking a few cups.

caught on camera! LYS!

Carlsberg Advertisement?

I can see that I'm bloated!

Thanks all for coming!

BBQ-ing

Jay & me

Jolynn, stella & me

Me & Giselle

A Birthday kiss from baby!

Thanks to all who came for Birthday ! I appreciated all the hearts, care and gifts that I've received. An of cause Ang bao-s!! Hope you guys enjoyed yourself that day as much as I do. If there's anytime that I've neglect you guys while the celebration, I apologize. Just hope you guys have fun.
For those who promised to come and in the end went MIA, YOU OWE ME A GD EXPLANATIONS!! BLUFF ME! HUMP!

Jobs jobs jobs!

Jobs jobs jobs! I want jobs!!

I'm going bored to death!!

Broke broke broke!
I want the feelings of having money with me to spend.

Phobia nightmares. 3 in 1

This is not any special 3 in 1 offer.
These is a very disturbing.

Recently this 1-2 month , I keep having nightmares.
I wondered why is this happening?
And all this nightmares always leaves it's deep memories in my head.
Worst of all, mostly are about death.
Yesterday night I just dream of 3 in a single night and I was being wake up for each dream.
Therefore, I fuking wake up 3 times in a night!!

1. Dead premature baby.
Me and my friends were walking on a quiet street in the middle of the night whereby there's no car , no people around only us. Along the way we heard the cries of a baby. Went ahead to a big drain. (where the cries are getting louder) Saw a dead premature baby tied up very tightly with ropes. And eventually the baby was already dead. We called the police and police came, (only 2 police, weird) then I went down the drain and saved the baby up. When holding on to the baby, i can see the baby's mouth moving still crying! But it was dead already! I cried as I removed the ropes around the baby and then it stops crying and moving. ( totally like dead) I can feel that my heart was really hollow and sad as I removed the ropes. I felt pity for the baby. And I cried myself awake.

2. Chasing by dead Voodoo doll.
I have no idea why is it a voodoo doll and I forget bout how the dream begin with, I only know I was chased by the Voodoo doll and I just keep running and screaming until I woke up and found myself struggling and screaming. =.=" Don't know should I laugh or be afraid.

3.Ritual of the dead
Beginning of the dream was that I'm inside of a hospital talking to an very old scientist cum doctor. He passed me a blue color ice box and told me that it contains a part/organ of a human. He then asked me to bring it to another hospital within days as if not, the part/organ would rot.

A auntie (medium) then told me to help the dead to do a ritual and include many steps that I need to fulfill. She passed me some of tailman and asked me to bring along and burn it.

After bringing the ice box back home, I left it for a day over that and dint follow up what should be done.Suddenly I can feel someone was around me. The great weird sense of someone's presence but there's no one. The feeling was sooo real! When I was doing my stuffs, some'one' pulled my hair, I turned around and saw nothing but the ice box was still intact there. As when I turning back, it flips my ponytail! Then I saw my wallet was moving straight towards the window and was about to dropped down the window.

For the split seconds, I quickly realized that it was the soul that I've bring home wanted me to faster bring it over and do the ritual as soon as possible. Then I shouted " Okok! I faster go do it please return me my wallet so I can process outside to buy the things needed for the ritual!" After finished saying this sentence my wallet went back to it's place on the table!

As clear as I know it's a very troublesome ritual, I have to go the to forest in the middle of the night passing through a park and then throw the flowers petals on the floor all the way until I found a tomb. Place the two tailman beside the each side of the tomb and pour the rest of the flowers petal from the plastic bags onto the tomb. Then pray and burn the paper money. And I did it what was needed then suddenly I just woke up clueless!

4.The 3 of it that I dream yesterday, I forgot what it is already but I know it's not a good dream as well.

All the night mares very dramatic right? =.=" Why would I dream of all this.? I don't remember watching shows like these. Some saying if the show you watched before you sleep leaves you a deep impression of it, you may dream of it as well.

Down turn

Recently I've trying my best keep sending countless of resumes to company.
But still, no replies.
It's been like for 2 months I'm jobless and I'm running very broke already. ):

Felt so disappointed and low morale where I can see many of my friends found jobs kinda easily.
I've went through all the websites they introduced me and try my luck.
I guess my luck wasn't gd.
Though my friend said that more companies would want a diploma graduates.
However , I think my diploma doesn't worth that much.
Many wanted experiences whereby I've not experiences in Office jobs.
That's why I need someone who are kind to give me the opportunities to start out my first office jobs.

Getting stress up all the time.
Yea true , for some people will always notice me almost 24hrs in FB and don't have to work, just stay at home being a "Tai-Tai" but I think that's the only place I can relax myself and get some enjoyment in playing the games.

Seriously, to be frank, I'm sooo bored at home everyday playing games.
I need a job seriously to balance up my life.
I won't want to stuck here in the house forever and be really so-called a "house wife."
I've been sending and sending many resumes and I can spend the whole day in front of computer searching through pages and pages of websites for jobs. ie. jobsearch, jobsDB, Jobs central and many many more.

Am I really that bad?
I just don't want to stuck in night life for so long yet at the end of the maybe 10-20 years down the road feeling that I've not fulfill my dreams and hopes, and not learning anything much.
It's so wasteful.

Arggh~!
I'm not young anymore, I don't have the time to play with my future and laid back there to wait.
I want a job to do.
There's so much thing inside my mind. It's gonna burst!

21st birthday Day 1

Lazy to blog, let the pictures speaks the fun we have that night! (:
Thanks everyone for coming my party. Appreciated your attendances and all your lovely gifts.
Though some didn't managed to attend but it's really heart warming to see the rest of you still came. Thanks! (:

See! Kinda bully!

My sis helped me cut the rest of the cake.

Say cheers to the twinnies! (: We both are borned in the same year, same month, same day, even study same class in primary school and same secondary school.

Seriously the cake is hard to cut la, cause it's a ice cream cake (:

My family! Loves!

Thanks James for getting me this cake! Appreciated! (:

Wei ming & gf. Really glad & surprised to see them. He's really a nice guy who helped me alot in my studies while in MDIS.(:

The 3 warriors behind me! lol. I'm so short!

My girls!

Relatives.

Patricia & me

Poor boy fell down while playing around.

My cute little niece!

Patricia & mum

Ang baos!

Muacks!

Relatives!

My vain niece playing fashion show with my dress. =.="

Me & Ken

Stupid break outs.

Argghh! I'm so irritated by my skin. The hormones are having party!
Popped quite a lot of pimples on my face and they are so itchy.
All because of the monthly routine.

Don't know why I used to not having cramps and so much breakouts in the past.
Now I'm getting them and I fell so restless and tired.
I think I'm really aging.

Help helpp me~!

Be my Fairy godmother ! ♥

Be my fairy godmother! ♥

- Chanel PURETÉ MATANTI-SHINE MATIFYING POWDER (10 Faïence Mat ,lightest range)
-Chanel MAT LUMIÈRE (LUMINOUS MATTE POWDER MAKEUP – SPF 10, 10 Lumière )
-DS Lite (pink)
-Blackberry bold/I-phone
-Burberry Sheer pink perfume
-Dior addict perfume 2

Can all these things fall from heaven to me?
My Birthday is coming!!!
X'mas is coming too.
I'll just put a few red litle puffy socks at the living room.~♥!
Waiting patiently. O.o

Painting the room completed!

These was a quite long ago post.
Remember I posted that my boyfriend and I were painting the room?
Yeah, this is it. We are done!
The purplish room.
Now left with the drawings to be up (:
And that's my job! (:








Nice? I just simply love the colours of the wall, gives a very cooling and romantic feeling. (: Loves! ♥